Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Saturday, November 14, 2015

Guru Golongan Paling Bising Berbanding Penjawat Awam Lain?

KENAPA???


SEBAB CIKGU NI SEMUA KERJA DIA BEDAL!

Sebab....
  • Masuk kelas kotor...cikgu jadi cleaner.
  • Budak gaduh...cikgu jadi hakim
  • Budak mencuri ...cikgu jadi polis
  • Budak sakit ...cikgu jadi doktor dan nurse
  • Budak menangis taknak sekolah...cikgu jadi hulk sebab kena angkat
  • Budak tidak ada duit ...cikgu  jadi bank
  • Budak ada mslh kluarga ....cikgu  jadi JKM
  • Budak nak sukan...cikgu  jadi pekerja kontrak buat padang
  • Budak wakil sekolah aktiviti luar..cikgu  jadi driver
  • Kain/ seluar budak koyak...cikgu  jadi tukang jahit
  •  Budak panjang rambut... cikgu jadi barber
  • Budak cedera/demam teruk perlu ke hospital kereta cikgu jadi ambulans
  • Budak berjaya...cikgu hanya dipandang sepi... "ha, tengok anak aku dpt 5A dlm upsr... anak aku memang pandai"
  • Budak gagal...cikgu  jadi bahan caci maki... kononnya cikgu tak pandai ajar
  • Nak tambah kewangan sekolah...cikgu jadi salesman/saleswomen
  • Nak isi data/markah...cikgu  jadi kerani
  • Nak ceriakn kelas...cikgu  jadi artis/ tukang hias

 Terima kasih kepada yang kongsikan ini.
Someway its actually a motivation for all those teacher out there...
I've experience almost 12 out of 16 in my first year as a teacher..

Thus, i guess for 30+ years ahead.. There will be more and merrier...


Oleh yg demikian, berbanggalah sebagai seorang guru ....
Give more, take less.
Hidup guru...

Monday, October 12, 2015

If you cannot fight them, join and win their heart..

Assalamualaikum semua. Alhamdulillah, settle sudah penganjuran ASAT Peringkat Negeri Sarawak. Hari ini hanya Majlis Penutupan melibatkan semua kontijen yang dijalankan di SK Kelawit.. Nanti Hana akan updatekan tentang ini.

Bila pagi ini, sambil membantu mengemas kembali peralatan,
someone said this

"Budak sesi petang nakal-nakal kan.. kalau ni mesti bising la diorang...
Taknak ke pindah ke sesi pagi?" Senang sikit..


Saya hanya tersenyum..
and i replied..
"Nama pun budak-budak. Kalau tak berlari tak menjerit tak complete la hidup diorang..*ketawa kecil. Kalau diarahkan mengajar sesi pagi saya ikut sahaja, tetapi kalau boleh saya masih sukakan sesi petang..."




If you cannot fight them, join them.. And win their heart.. 
" LOVEwhat you do, and you'll find satisfaction...

Their cute faces and actions make me realize that once I was a kid. With a happy thought, jumping here, running there, playing with friends... and now i'm the one who


"haip..haip.. dont make to much noise please... Or else Mr Crab is coming on its way" hahaha

Wearing shawl from @shawl_milala ..

Friday, October 9, 2015

Antara Kerja dan Passion

Assalamualaikum semua. Semoga kita semua sentiasa dirahmati dan dilindungi Allah.

Kebiasaannya hari Jumaat adalah hari yang sentiasa dinantikan. Terutamanya bagi mereka yang masih bekerja pada hari Jumaat. Kerana hari esoknya ialah Sabtu. Which means weekend is coming.dan bolehlah meluangkan masa santai-santai dan berehat.


Tapi bulan Oktober ini tiada istilah weekend bagi Hana. Tak dapat la nak bermalas-malasan dan manjakan diri dengan hobi.

Tapi bila difikirkan semula,(having a deep thought). its ok. Paling tidak I have something to do during the weekend. Tak adalah masa habis begitu sahaja, Walaupun realitinya setiap kali weekend sama sahaja dengan aktiviti hari minggu. Cuma tidak perlu hadir ke sekolah dan mengajar. In fact, i cant wait for next monday to come. To meet my dearest adorable kids.

Sempena bulan Kokurikulum, Daerah Tatau menjadi tuan rumah bagi Karnival Anugerah Asrama Terbilang (ASAT) Peringkat Negeri Sarawak... Jadi, anda pasti dapat bayangkan betapa sibuknya kami.


Bila terlalu banyak kerja dan perkara yang perlu dilakukan. Ada feeling rasa penat dan mahu berehat.

Duduk sekejap. Tarik nafas dan pejamkan mata.
bayangkan the happiest moment.. A memorable one.
and relax.. Enjoy the moment...



You can really feel it. 
Calmness and a strength that will actually helps you feels better..


Open your eyes. And continue your work.

Ok. Perlu siapkan persiapan untuk penganjuran public speaking sekolah menengah esok. Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. InsyaAllah...

Akan diupdate lagi. ^_^



 








Sunday, October 4, 2015

Stop & Take 5! Remember to always keep your chin up and Smile.




SMILE.. InsyaAllah, May Allah ease us and bless us in everything we do...


Friday, October 2, 2015

Stop & Take 5! Remember to put 'the glass' down.





A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience.
As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they'd be asked the "half empty or half full" question. Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired: "How heavy is this glass of water?"


Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.


She replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long I hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed. In each case, the weight of the glass doesn't change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes."

She continued, "The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything."
Remember to put the glass down.


(Courtesy of Jimmy Harmon)

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

:: AEN ::

Assalammualaikum wbt..

memandangkan tiada aktiviti dan kerja tambahan jadi petang ini belajar untuk mendengar. mendengar kepada alam. dan meluangkan sedikit masa untuk bermuhasabah..

diakui beberapa hari yang lepas, keadaan tidak berapa terurus memandangkan jadual yang sangat sibuk dengan aktiviti yang memaksa segala tenaga dan kudrat digunakan. Rehat. itu yang perlu. curi-curi masa untuk men'recharge' smula bekalan. :)

pernah tak dengar atau mengatakan " setiap yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya" ? nescaya ada. paling tidak sekali dua.

 nak dicoretkan di sini..4 hari yang lepas, seorang sahabat lama menelefon. rindu. kerana sangat lama kami tak berjumpa. bila diceritakan masalahnya.mendengar tangisannya. saya terkedu. tak tahu apa yang patut dikatakan kerana belum mempunyai pengalaman atau diberi ujian sebegitu.  mashaAllah. baru tau bahawa ceteknya ilmu dan pengalaman diri.

lantas secara spontannya saya mengatakan ayat ajaib ini
" Bersabarlah, setiap yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya"

hatinya tenang. Alhamdulillah.. :) InsyaAllah..saya membantu selagi terdaya.


[sahabat adalah segalanya bagiku .lagipun apa gunanya sahabat kan?]
__________________________________________________

sahabatku sayang,

Allah sebenarnya Maha Pemurah, Maha Penyayang, Maha Adil, Maha Mengetahui..

Allah uji kita dengan sumthin yang sangat kita sayang. meskipun kita yakin dan sayang sesungguh hati kita akan sesuatu yang dikatakan terbaik untuk kita tetapi kita tak tahu bagaimana yang sebenarnya. jika tanggapan kita tersalah Allah selamatkan kita... kita diberi cubaan dengan kehilangan. Dia sayangkan kita awak.. sangat2..tak mungkin ada sesiapapun yang dapat menandingiNya.. bersabarlah :)

kekadang Allah uji kita dengan sebuah impian yang amat kita harapkan, berlinang air mata saat impian tu kecundang. Berbaik sangka lah kepadaNya kerana Allah itu Maha Mengetahui.

Ujian yang kita hadapi tak sama. ada diuji dari sudut kesihatan. ada yang diuji dengan kehilangan dan ada yang diuji dengan perasaan. Ya. Ujian itu ada. sebab kita kan hamba padaNya yang Esa. saya juga akan hadapi ujian yang sama seperti ini. Sesungguhnya yakinlah bahawa Dia pemberi segalanya kerana segalanya adalah kepunyaanNya..

Percayalah. berbaik sangkalah. saat ditariknya apa yang ada, Dia sebenarnya sedang mengaturkan untukmu sesuatu yang lebih berharga. Bak kata Rny. "Jangan bersedih, dunia ini tak selayaknya ditangisi" manusia datang dan pergi. Dekatkan diri padaNya yang selalu saja temani kita meskipun kekadang kita selalu saja lupa dan leka. Manusia bila kita buat salah dan minta maaf kemudian kita terulang balik perbuatan tu dan minta maaf kembali, mereka akan marah tapi Allah, biarkan pun kita buat salah, mohon ampun dan terbuat kesalahan kembali Dia tak pernah marah.. Jadi sabarlah ea. sama-sama kita selesaikan masalah ni. Jangan berputus asa. saya janji akan kuat dan awak pun kena janji dengan saya akan kuat.... k. janji. ^_^

senyumlah selalu.. La Tahzan. dan last saya nak gtau awak saya selalu berpegang
 " he who has no one has Allah and he who has Allah has everything.".. 

sayang kamu selalu sahabatku

lots of xoxo,
hana






p/s: andai awak baca post ni, hubungi saya. maaf sebab ini sahaja caranya ...






Thursday, June 14, 2012

:: T_T ::

Tetap TERTAWA walau sebenarnya aku ingin MENANGIS..
Tetap TERSENYUM walau sebenarnya aku KECEWA..



Tetap KUAT walau sebenarnya aku sudah TAK SANGGUP lagi..



Tetap SEMANGAT walau aku TERTEKAN oleh masalah..
Dan yang terpenting tetap SABAR dan memandang segalanya baik saja



walau sebenarnya hatiku LEMAH dan sedang TERLUKA...~~



Ya Allah, Kuatkanlah diri ku dalam menghadapi segalanya...


p/s : maaf la kalau doodle ni xmenarik. baru berjinak2.. :)

Monday, June 11, 2012

:: ^^ ::

Alhamdulillah. setiap penantian yang sabar itu Dia kurniakan nikmat untukmu.. 
Tahniah kerana menjadi hambaNya yang tabah dan bersabar..~ Teruskan usaha :)

:: Bagaimana Mengenal Bakal Suami? ::


" Kalau bercouple hanya kerana nak kenal dahulu sebelum nikah, tak perlu. buang masa saja. Lebih baik kahwin terus." :)  ~ Fatimah Syarha

Kenal dirinya yang sebenar kerana diri yang sebenar akan terpancar selepas nikah. Masa bercouple, itu hanya lakonan semata-mata...

Menurut pepatah Arab [terjemahan] :
 "Setiap yang bertunang atau perasaan sebelum bernikah, mereka sedang berdusta"

Nak tahu lebih lanjut....?
Jom tonton sni..

CAFE CINTA- Fatimah Syarha "Cara Seorang Muslimah Mengenali Bakal Suami"




:: And you're leaving so soon ::

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around

But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return..

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

A little things to share.

http://sabaritucantik.blogspot.com/2012/02/blog-post.html

Friday, June 1, 2012

:: Believe ::

there's always a right time for everything...
and the right time is in the hands of God..
He decides, we implement according to His will...
So just believe in Him :)
 
 
 

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

:: A step leads to another ::

Di hatiku ada dua cinta yang bergolak dan berbolak balik. Antara cinta Allah dan cinta dunia sedang berperang dengan begitu hebat dan dahsyat sekali.

Jika kau tanyakan aku, “Adakah Dia di hatimu?”

Aku hanya mampu menjawab, “Aku seorang insan yang sedang bermujahadah agar Dia ada di hatiku. Aku belum sampai ke tahap mencintaiNya, tetapi aku yakin aku telah memulakan langkah untuk mencintaiNya.”
 
 

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

:: so romantic ::

Salam. its has been such a long time till the time that i finally manage blogging. :P my english? InsyaAllah, working on it .
for today i would lie to share a thing..
Have you ever thought on having someone or something that are so romantic. and till sometime things that we want so much seem hopeless...

 
yes, Being a girl, I've always been a hopeless romantic. I love movies about love (especially hollywood, and hindustani too :P) , books about love, everything. and sometimes living in hostel make us (me and my friends) accidentally make 'marridge' as one of the issues that are most talked about. and yet as i'm having friends that always had 'something'  romantic out of their relationship make me want to have the same feelings.  I always felt like getting married would be my happily ever after. hehehe..so immature me. mudah sangat terpengaruh.. (jaga iman :D) 
Lately, I've been going through some hard time. Trying to find myself, find Him, find happiness. I'm so blessed to have sisters around me that always remind me of His love. I'm forever grateful. As in this journey i found that for now family and friends are the ones that i love so much.  They love me too. kan2 ? betul tak ? hehehe.. but the fact is to them that i can be the real 'romantic' me, and yes, sometimes they did replied it so sweet...
for my parents, i'll try to be a good daughter and a good muslimah... Both of you has take care of me so well till i am who i am now. And now, it is my time to repay the kindness and love. Allah, please help me and give me health so that i can take care my parents afterwards..............................................................................................



for my friends, i dont want to promise but i will give the best of me as i love you because of Him. BestFriend till  Jannah. InsyaAllah ♥

Friday, December 2, 2011

:: A different one ::

salam. How are you reader? Hopefully everything is well. Its December already. and still i am grateful for still having the opportunity given by Him, Allah s.w.t to actually keep on with my duties as His servant. Dakwah.

Okay. Actually, i just want to share you a story. Alhamdulillah, after been recover from fever, i am glad that i've lost nothin. Sakit itu kan kafarah dosa. Allah gives us pain and test to test our 'Iman'. Thats what i kept telling myself to. Even there's no one, friends that asking for how i was. I am grateful cause at least i know that i'm not lonely eventhough sometimes i felt i was :P. Now, i am more stronger and tougher as past gave me a lesson.

when i was online, i saw someone on skype and i greet with 'salam'. and yes, my salam was replied. :)
after talking and asking how he/she was, life, study, than we talking about life and challenges in it. he/she told me that its winter now. so, i'm quite envy with him/her. :P wait till me get there.

then......
friend : "whenever you feel lonely, always remember that there's still Allah be with you. Forever and always. so, fafa  kena cepat sihat dan kuat supaya dapat gunakan nikmat kesihatan yang Dia bagi untuk menjalankan dakwah pada jalan Dia".

me : yup, i know and i will. but sometimes kan, fafa tak faham kenapa manusia ini selalu menyakitkan yang lain. kadang2 tu lebih sedih lagi when one of your best friend stebbed on your back. (*new topik)

friend : urm.. payah nak cakap if you still have your thinking (point of view). just consider you were in his/her shoes. Kalau macam tu, you will have another p.o.v, and this will make you happier and feels better.

me : i used to be a positive-minded one. tapi now....

friend : i know. Time change a person. and sometimes it happened to me too. but for me, i believe that we're the one who chose to be different or just be yourself. If you choose to be the same person, make sure you can do better. if you want to be a great person , hit it babe!!

me : hehehe...it's funny bila teringat the 'strict and skema' you. :P

friend : yes.. not only me, you too. kita 2x 5 jea.

me: erk, tu jadinya 10. *maths teacher :P

friend : cmni fafa. life as a teenager is normal like what you're having for now. Fight,love, friendship. Semua-semua tu sebenarnya adalah pinjaman. you need to bear that.
If you're having sad time or having fight into someone that you really never ever thought that you would ...
jp. here.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya: 

“Manusia yang paling dikasihi Allah ialah orang yang memberi manfaat kepada orang lain dan amalan yang paling disukai oleh Allah ialah menggembirakan hati orang-orang Islam atau menghilangkan kesusahan daripadanya atau menunaikan keperluan hidupnya di dunia atau memberi makan orang yang lapar. Perjalananku bersama saudaraku yang muslim untuk menunaikan hajatnya, adalah lebih aku sukai daripada aku beriktikaf di dalam masjid ini selama sebulan, dan sesiapa yang menahan kemarahannya sekalipun ia mampu untuk membalasnya nescaya Allah akan memenuhi keredhaannya di dalam hatinya pada hari Qiamat, dan sesiapa yang berjalan bersama-sama saudaranya yang Islam untuk menunaikan hajat saudaranya itu hinggalah selesai hajatnya nescaya Allah akan tetapkan kakinya(ketika melalui pada hari Qiamat) dan sesungguhnya akhlak yang buruk akan merosakkan amalan seperti cuka merosakkan madu.”

someway somehow, when i feel like to marah or apa-apa. i just read this back and have a reflection of what i just did.

me : Thanks. Hope it helps.

Friend : i hope too. moga dapat tolong fafa to arhieve your vission and mission. 'seacrh for mardhotillah'.

me: eh, cmne tau nih? 

friend : epilog insan? hehehe.. i'm stalking your blog now.

me : owh, stalker.. STALKER :P. bahaya2.. k2.. i gtg. still hve dizziness.. and i'm back to Zzzz..

friend : fafa..fafa... you never change. my funny and sweet one. :D..

me : haha.. sweet? :P 

and there how we end the talk. :)
i felt a lot better now. No more those thinking even though the matter is still not be solved yet. but for now... i'm taking a rest and hopefully..He'll show me the way. Insya Allah..

i want to share this video : it motivates me alot. :)



'Jangan mengejar cita-cita.kita mengejar makna. kerana cita-cita pandangan manusia. makna pandangan Allah." -Dr Muhaya



p/s : nice talking to you and i miss you so much. Cant wait for you to get back to malaysia...

Friday, November 25, 2011

:: this cuti sekolah::

Salam. Its November now. And thats mean its already school's break. yeah.. Final exam is over and even school is over now. Rehat2.. Minda perlu berehat sebentar. my body also need to recharge to its full. While thinking on how to spend the holidays on my own then i realize that, i have two more appointments with the doctor that i never miss the chance of meeting him. ahaks. Yup, two more before i completely stop my treatment. Hope everything will goes well later on.

ok back to the planning. Holidays..

duration : A month and a half. (35-42days)
works : erk....umm.... NONE :P

Activity to be done :
1. help my my parents to take care of the house.
2. make things clear with my best friend.  EFEO
3. online.. find info on where to travel next :P
4. keep in touch with friends especially those who already left me in malaysia.
5. be the chef during lunch.. and  perhaps breakfast.
6. meeting my relatives,kezen2 semua (paklong,mak njang, maklang,pak tam,pak cik, dan semua2.. rindu pla..)
7. go for a vacation (uhmm.. cm susah sket..but InsyaAllah)
8. a tennis coach, a math teacher.
9. at last but not least InsyaAllah. surveying on an slr and grab one. Aminn..


enough of my holiday planning of 'hana jasmine' version. and my planning as a servant . InsyaAllah. as soon we'll be celebrating Awal Muharam so i pray so that this new year... 
 
i will....

1. jga solat.
2. be a good servant. Obey Him and do everything the best that i can.
3. be a good daughter to my parents and a good sister.
4. nak jd seorang yang mudah memaafkan orang lain
5. more patient in facing difficulties.
6. be a good friend and a good sister for them. 
7. stick to the real 'misi' and 'visi' .
8...........It's a secret..... i'll keep it till one day. :)


and before i forget i like to wish everyone. Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah.
source : doodle dakwah

Monday, August 22, 2011

:: KCH 12 : PEnat sudah ::

Assalammualaikum.
Alhamdulillah kerana masih lagi diberi kesempatan menconteng blog ini dalam kesempitan waktu untuk menyiapkan eseimen yang menimbun.
Sekali lagi bersyukur kerana satu eseimen sudah pun selamat dihanta di atas meja pensyarah.

** terhenti sekejap* [lihat telefon]

11.11. ade orang rindu . *detik hati. ;) hehe.. tapi siapa? ntah la. Mungkin mak dan ayah yang rindu menanti anaknya yang jauh di perantauan untuk pulang. Ana pun sangat rindukan mereka. Buah tangan hari raya? sudah. Semua ada. Mak,ayah, abang,akak , adik.. smua ana da blikan. tiba-tiba rasa raya nih macam nak hadiahkan sesuatu kepada mereka terutamanya kepada mak dan ayah. Rindu3.. sangat-sangat.


Ada lebih kurang tiga  hari lagi sebelum ana akan berangkat pulang. Gembira tapi ada perasaan lain yang menidakkannya di dalam hati ini. Entahlah. Dua minggu kebelakangan ini semuanya serba tak kena. Mungkin banyak melakukan dosa yang sengaja atau tidak. Ya Allah, kena segera bertaubat nih. Minta maaf pada mak dan ayah sebelum balik. Takut-takut nanti dalam perjalanan terjadi apa-apa pula.

Sejujurnya, dua minggu dan minggu-minggu sebelum ini kosong. yea. KOSONG. kenapa? Entahlah. Malas nak memikirkan. Dah penat rasanya. Setiap minggu ada-ada sahaja masalah yang ana timbulkan. Jadi lebih senang jika ana duduk diam dan berehat dari semua keserabutan. eh,bukannya nak lari. dah cuba berdepan dengan masalah tapi ternyata tak berhasil. SABAR~ hanya itu yang mampu. *saya nak sampai akhirat sana, bukan setakat didunia. Sabar ea hati... Dia yang terbaik.




Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dalam menghadapi cabaran dan ujianMu dan Kau lembutkanlah hatiku dalam berhadapan dengan orang yang berbuat jahat kepadaku, Kau tanamkanlah kasih sayang dalam hatiku supaya aku menyayangi mereka yang menyayangiku. Dan selamatkanlah aku dari perkara-perkara yang tidak baik. ;) Aminnn..


Sunday, August 21, 2011

:: sometimes ::


Sometimes I just dont deserve it. Need to bear that in my mind.

A best friend. 
Love.
Friendship
Care
Smile
Trust
and 
Laugh..
......
.......
..........
......
......
....
...
..

Forgiveness..

Maybe thats the hardest things that you can give to me. 

I'll be OK. ;( because maybe i dont deserve to ask anything. Fullstop.



p/s: but dont u think that at least i deserve an explanation. Or maybe NOPE. I likethe way u did this. [fullstop]

Friday, August 19, 2011

:: hard to..... ::




but i'm accepting my fate now
AND seeking for His love now. 
the ETERNAL LOVE. ;)

HRMIS - Kemaskini Diskripsi Tugas

Assalamualaikum semua. Sekarang kebanyakan penjawat akan sibuk mengisi Deskripsi Tugas di dalam HRMIS. Jadi di sini saya nak kongsikan cara ...