: Free Palestine:

Assalamualaikum. how are you today? Great. Alhamdulillah.

i am grateful as Allah has grant me with health and strength to keep on living as a muslim. Yes, i am a muslim. A muslim girl. And yet i still cant find a way to help them in Gaza and Syria. I only have my prayer for them. I asked for Allah to take care of them while i cant be there to fight with them.

Life now is hard. but my friend in Syria and Gaza are going through worst than i am now.

I almost give up but they always keep their fighting spirit. 

I am worried of what are going to happened to me next, but they worried if they dont have chance to fight for Islam and free Palestine,

I always try to run away from my problem, but they are running ahead to face the enemy and destroy the tank,

i can choose of what i want to eat, but they only eat what they have.

I cried when i lost my best friend , but they cried because they cant follow their parents/family to Jannah

i afraid that when awake because of loud firecracker, but they are afraid that if they were sleeping there's a missile hit their family.

I feel the pain in my chest while breathing, but they feel nothing as they syahid for their last breath.

and now i am awake. I am full of spirit. I need to be strong. 
 I want to help my brothers and sisters in Gaza. Lets stand  hand in hand save Palestinians.
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Ya Allah, help them to fight the Zionist. Help the muslim to fight for Islam.

lets take five and pray.

Ya Allah, Sesungguhnya kami letakkan Engkau di batang leher musuh-musuh kami! Dan kami berlindung denganMu dari kejahatan mereka. 

Ya Allah, hancur leburkanlah kumpulan-kumpulan mereka, kacau bilaukan persatuan mereka! Cerai-beraikan pakatan mereka! Goncangkan pendirian mereka! Hantarkan Ya Allah, anjing-anjingMu ke atas mereka! Wahai

 Tuhan Yang Gagah Perkasa! Wahai Tuhan Yang Penuh Raksaka! Wahai Tuhan Yang Bersifat Murka! Allah. Allah. Allah.

Wahai Tuhan yang menurunkan Al-Quran! Wahai Tuhan yang mengerakkan awan! Wahai Tuhan yang menewaskan Bala Tentera Ahzab. Kalahkan mereka, menangkanlah Islam ke atas mereka. aaminn ya Rabbal alamin...

:: T_T ?::

you know why when people are sad they tend to do this. T_T. like we can see it use "TT"/ double 'T' that mean tough time.

and i'm doing T_T right now.

yup. it is tough time right now. I've lost. Almost give up. sometimes i wonder of what did i do.

i need someone to talk to but i cant talk to my parents as they are now having enough from me,

i cant talk to my brother as he has a family comitment now. [A family leader. A husband].
I cant talk to my sister as she's having her SPM now [ best of luck dear],
I cant talk to my BFTJ as i already troubled her so much during school, it is not because i dont want. but i dont know how to start.

i used to talk to you, friend.
i still remember my first phone call with my friend. It always start with a sms. Entah kenapa tibe-tibe. :P

"Fafa, i dreamt about you" and i did reply it with "hahaha.please :P "
then a call. Seriously at that moment i really nervous on either to pick it up or not.
if yes, it surely will have an awkward moment when both "...er......., *silent".
if not, it will take months to wait for news.
and now i miss the moment.



friend, you always know when i have problems.
when i replied 'ok' for how are you Question, 
there will be a quick replied from you "are you really-really ok? mentally physically emotionally?
"nothing big,  i can bear with it".. i said.  and you will quickly.." just tell me, i'm listening "
and there we will talk / chat all day on the matter.
you are a good listener. You'll listened and then advised me. Motivated me. Supported me.
but we spent too much regarding on my ' things'. and we forgot to talk on your 'things'.
i always know you as a happy person. A smile is always there. Just like when we're both being punish for cut classes. :D. "Life is colourful with friends and smiles." writen by you on my desk. and there i've learn the meaning of friendship

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sorry i'm being carried away. quite confused  right now. Dont know what to do. T_T.

Dear Allah, help us to go through this. I believe that You gave a test that we all can bear with it. And You never make something happened without a reason behind it. Keep us all strong and patient. And please Ya Allah, help my 'muslim family' in Syria and Gaza. Help us to fight for Islam".  

Amin.

:: Salam Maal Hijrah ::

Assalamualaikum. lama sangat rasanya tidak singgah dan menconteng di sini. Rindu. Alhamdulillah. Tahun 1433H sudah melabuhkan tirainya dan sekarang kita bersama- sama menginjak ke tahun 1434H. In shaa Allah, marilah sama-sama kita menutup buku lama dan membuka buku amalan yang bru dengan azam dan tekat untuk melakukan serta memperbanyakkan amal ibadat kepadaNya.

Inilah masanya untuk kita mengorak langkah dalam menjadi hambaNya yang sejati. :)
rasanya belum terlambat untuk saya mengucapkan selamat menyambut Maal Hijrah ,1434H. mohon maaf atas kesalah dan kesilapan yang sengaja atau tidak disengajakan.

# In shaa Allah. bertemu lagi.

:: Thank you ::

Walaupun pada mata orang lain bantuan tu tak seberapa, but actually to receive help when you didn't even ask for it, adalah sesuatu yang sangat mengharukan.

A simple act of kindness can go a long way into one's heart. 

Buatlah kebaikan sekecil zarah pun, Allah akan pandang, InsyaAllah.

Thank you so much, you know who you are. May Allah bless you forever and always. :')