Wednesday, November 30, 2011

:: Best Friend Forever ::

Salam. How are you? hope everythin is fine. Alhamdulillah. today ana pun sihat :) semakin bertambah2 sihat.

29thNovember 2011??

yup, the most important date in my jurnal,my diary and yet still in the top list of my 'life'.
you know what, it is my best friend Wan Nur Fatin's birthday. I love to called her fats. Actually she just love us to call her "fats" yup.. the lipids in the 7 pyramid of foods. hehehe..chill fats. just want to have a fun.

Actually i was thinking about giving her a called and chat all along. but since my voice is shrieking. so i was thinking about giving her the most "unique" birthday message from me. yup. the only me. her best friends. fafa. my former school nickname. Yup. cute right? sangat2 perasan. Actually the nickname of "FAFA" is actually originated from my best friend, shafinaz Rusli aka Schafi or crococtopus. :P i still remember the moment that she being confused of calling my names as in class we got two people having the same name. Farhana Azhari and me. And to avoid 2 person to turned and the same time when 'Farhana' was shout, there it goes.. "FAFA" ..."Farhana panjang sangatla sayang, ana tak mau you tak ayu :P far..far..fa.fa...aha!! "FAFA" sesuai. It suits . comel." hahaha.. and i just laugh and smile.. there it goes. Another reflect of the memories that we had together in MJSC Langkawi. The most memorable and unforgetable one...

there their fafa :) hehe.. the cubby version of myself
that's her schafi. the one who gave me the cutest nickname ever :D 
this is how we leads our life there. :) *leeya study add maths? hihi

There she is : Liyana Athirah Ruzaimi (Leeya) with our dearest maths teacher : Teacher Linda
Ouch.. I still remember those pinch that i got everytime i make a mistake or careless in quiz/test. 

the boys. I means 2/6
Adek , yati, akiela

507 Graduation Day
 owh... how much i love and miss them. I come across this :
“Jika seseorang itu sayang kepada sahabatnya maka hendaklah dia beritahu bahawa dia menyayanginya.” 
(Riwayat Abu Daud)..:)

i love you guys so much Ohanas.

hehe.. dah melalut pula ana. Actually the reason why i wrote this entry because i want to wish fats happy birthday...
so i make her this :

Friday, November 25, 2011

:: this cuti sekolah::

Salam. Its November now. And thats mean its already school's break. yeah.. Final exam is over and even school is over now. Rehat2.. Minda perlu berehat sebentar. my body also need to recharge to its full. While thinking on how to spend the holidays on my own then i realize that, i have two more appointments with the doctor that i never miss the chance of meeting him. ahaks. Yup, two more before i completely stop my treatment. Hope everything will goes well later on.

ok back to the planning. Holidays..

duration : A month and a half. (35-42days)
works : erk....umm.... NONE :P

Activity to be done :
1. help my my parents to take care of the house.
2. make things clear with my best friend.  EFEO
3. online.. find info on where to travel next :P
4. keep in touch with friends especially those who already left me in malaysia.
5. be the chef during lunch.. and  perhaps breakfast.
6. meeting my relatives,kezen2 semua (paklong,mak njang, maklang,pak tam,pak cik, dan semua2.. rindu pla..)
7. go for a vacation (uhmm.. cm susah sket..but InsyaAllah)
8. a tennis coach, a math teacher.
9. at last but not least InsyaAllah. surveying on an slr and grab one. Aminn..

enough of my holiday planning of 'hana jasmine' version. and my planning as a servant . InsyaAllah. as soon we'll be celebrating Awal Muharam so i pray so that this new year... 
i will....

1. jga solat.
2. be a good servant. Obey Him and do everything the best that i can.
3. be a good daughter to my parents and a good sister.
4. nak jd seorang yang mudah memaafkan orang lain
5. more patient in facing difficulties.
6. be a good friend and a good sister for them. 
7. stick to the real 'misi' and 'visi' .
8...........It's a secret..... i'll keep it till one day. :)

and before i forget i like to wish everyone. Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah.
source : doodle dakwah

:: Setelah sekian itu.. ::

salam. lama rasanya ana tidak mengupdate blog ini. dengan kekangan waktu untuk menghadapi final exam dan juga untuk menunaikan satu janji sahabat buat sahabat. Alhamdulillah.kini ana bersyukur. Final exam sudah pun tamat. Janji InsyaAllah sudah mampu ditunaikan. "slow2.." itu pesan abg dan mak. everytime i face difficulties live in ipg. i turned to Him and them be the place when i need an advise.

sedar tak sedar ,kini sudah hampir 3 bulan rasanya tak update blog nih. patutla terasa lama je. :) memang sangat2 lama. No wonder why my brain are packed and my words are jammed. At last this blog is the place where i tell everything.. yup.. i means everything, my happy moments, sads,laughter, joy, excitement and also about the people who merge in my life and make it colourful and meaningful..

maybe some of you may realize that "Epilog Dunia Insan" has already got its new look. and some maybe wondered why it is now "Hana Jasmine". so now let me tell you the whole story.

hana jasmine

it all start when i have a friend. A best friend. The close one. In my former school, they used to called me 'fafa' and teachers will called me 'farhana'. when i graduated from high school, i still use the name but instead of that there is one person who once said that i just like hana kimi. the korean drama about a girl who pretend to be a boy and went to boy's school. and start from that particular moment. All my friends started to called me 'Hana'. when i told them that i hate it as it does not have any meaning like "Farhana"= "happiness". They told me that "Farhana" is too long to be called. haha.. excuses. :P and yet they also told me hana can be a cute nickname and it also hasa meaning where in japanese "Hana"="flower/blossom". Entah betul atau x diorang nih. so, i stay to be known as hana.

Hurm...back to the hana kimi i a pretending person? i speak to myself. yet, my best friend told me that i'm not a pretending but it just the way i am. a graceful face but act boyish.. huh.. boyish ek? Nak kena nih... dush2.. but when i refresh a little that i see the reason why. yup.. i maybe have a graceful face but i was active like a boy, jump here, run there, know everything about car (which girls are rarely to know in these). And when i talk with boys, we often chat about the latest cars racing games.. aiyak!! kan dah strike to the point. no wonder why there are some of my friends called me 'hana iekimi'. The real reason is i dont know why. :P they know you the best.

and about how 'hana jasmine' is here nowadays is because i want to carve all those memories where the origin of "hana" of myself forever in my heart and my mind. as the one that give me "hana", the one that i care and love as my best2 friend is no longer with me now. Allah loves him the most. :) i'm glad.

And "jasmine"?? i always used 'jasmine scented' to class.. thats why kuwt. hehehe... this also a funny and unforgettable one. It all start in class. that day we have a class in 'bilik kuliah'. and when we were busy focusing on the lecture. out of sudden there is a sweet scent. Everyone turn to one another and even our lecturer stop the lecture and tried to find the sources of the spreaded sweet scent. she said "Kamu bau x? bilik ni buat saya naik seram. Aritu bunyi ini bau wangi pula".. opps...sorry puan. then i realize that my perfume spilt in my pencil case and thats why suddenly the scent spread as that particular moment i unzip my case. huhuhu..kebetulan..!! and a friend, fiqah who sit next to me "ana punye ek? Patutla wangi" and i smiled. hihi...

and thats the real story where this blog got its new name. "Hana Jasmine"

i know its not jasmine. but its a flower. :)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

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