Wednesday, November 3, 2010

At that point...

Hye NoV..

Hello November!
Be good cause i can't wait for holidays
especially this December... to actually wait for the days...

so, Wake me up when November ends? :)

Time is a good healer but a terrible beautician ~ Quotes of the day
 
p/s: gtg first... eat and study on the progress.. :P 

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

it is a Secret...

secrets are secrets when you don't tell anyone, they are things that you kept hidden and not expressed. secrets should have no clue, no anything. safely sealed between you and yourself. they are beyond explanation, mystery thoughts of yours that keep on strolling around and unrevealed incidents that you keep to yourself or certain initiated people. being talkative is just a friendly act to tell stories and make them feeling comfortable around you without spilling secrets.

i don't think names of important people around me, what they mean to me and the person that is with me are secrets.and my sad emotion is also a part of my little secrets. although i used to write about it in my  diary and every paper that i hold when i had a feeling to express sumthing but most of the time i wrote them in general or abstract. i will tell i am sad but not why i am sad. i don't know, i just don't wanna tell because that feeling lasts short after blurting them out, plain silly. prefer to let those secrets fly away and not staying in my chest. yea, wings are better than to be buried in the ground except the part that they always come back -_-

but then i've realize that for someone that i put a trust on has betrayed me... the secret that has been told is no longer between us.. but it is been shared by others too.. *huh.. i thought you are a friend that i can put a trust but you prove that you're NOT..
 
and now i know why people said that TRUST is Like Paper.. Once it crumpled it will never be the same anymore.. even you iron it.. k.. now. I'm a DTA person

p/s : trust one, two or none.

Bitter Kid



While we try to teach our children all about life,
Our children teach us what life is all about.
-Angela.


 
kids, children. thinking about them makes me feel like smiling already. they do not pretend, they do not talk behind your back, they don't judge you cause most of them are, sweetly innocent. they only deliver what they think about you right in front of your face, intentionally or unintentionally. fyi, one of the best treatment when you are in anger or great depression is to see smiling kid's face and it's even better if they burst out giggling with their broken teeth. that's the best!

i went to an orphanage once, all by myself. there, i met several kids that were waiting for the school bus to pick them up. the way they looked at my eyes made me feel..so deep, so tender, so..i don't know. so special maybe. they made me realized about how lucky i am to have my life, how grateful i should be for what i received from God and how sincere you should be towards anything or anyone around you.

i love manja kids. i love those who giggle a lot.
i love those who will run at me and hug my waist. like wht my rumate did was so sweet.. taking care of a baby.. sweet..babysitter Fara ^-^


i love kids that love to share like my little sister when she was little. everytime she went out with my parents, if she bought candies or color pencils, she always asked my parents to buy for her sisters and brothers too. sweet right. ah, i wish i was sweet like her but i never was. i am the bitter and not cute version :(


p/s : kiddies, tell me what life is all about :)

bila minggu Exam~

semangat berkobar-kobar..   

baca buku
studi studi
simpan memori macam robot =.=
save file as
copy copy
nanti senang nak paste time exam.. btul x?
belajar sampai  badan rasa macam tak sihat
time2 camni la semua penyakit nak datang
gedik betul.. gedz Girl
(siapa suruh tak jaga kesihatan=.=')

OK
ni hobi time exam
tapi di siang hari
malam malam jadi vampire
after habes exam
cepat2 balik bilik sebab nak tido
bukan sebab studi untuk next paper..haha
setiap malam tido lambat
rasa macam nak PENGSAN pun ada
aiyarkk
mampu dengan tak mampu je
fed up betul bila tak reti nak solve soalan
hantuk kepala kat meja berkali kali especially time nak dekat calculus nnt



hehe
ini melampau
tertonggeng2 sudaa.. bosann pula..

feeling everytime lepas jawab exam
soalan dia mudah je
tp apsal jawapan dia yang macam berbagai O.o


hehe
maaf,ini bukan kerja sampingan saya
haha
merapu merapuu

   exam ada lagi seminggu+ SEMINGGU LEBIH LAGI..  -.-
lps tu blik Balik.. kejar ayam, sembelih lembu, masak rendang... RAYA..RAya

- BOOo...-

... SAN gile!
SP Bumo- 0930 pm - 15 November 2010 - Stesen Bas MBKT
 

Ada sesapa nak gi hantar hana gi stesen x?? Barang banyakkk sgt2 yang nak bawak blik...

Tapi hana still ada

6 days to go to next Tuesday For Trigonnometry Exam - Paper Math 1 .. takuwt...
14 days to go to next..next tuesday for Calculus Exam pula..-Paper Math 2
 and yang paling BEST
and 14 + 2 days to go for Raya Haji + cuti semester... weee.. (*-~)
and the BEST of All is  16+1 days to go to last semester
hehehe~ mentang2 la die cikgu math..hehe~

Masa, cepat berlalu...

Bye..bye English and B. Melayu ...



At last, all of the burden is gone.. wee.. so happy ryte now.. eventhough i were not so confident with my answer but  Alhamdulillah i managed to write and answer the best out of it.. Hopefully i pass with excellent colours...


and nOw..

Time to reOpen Trigonometry Books and exercises..hehe~ yg da lama terperuk di dalam rak tu..

Calculus?? hurm.. CAlculus is On 15 November.. i still have time to do revision next week.. ish2.. dont try this at home k.. At IPG KDRI is OK.. =P..


p/s : i hate when boredom struck me..

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