Saturday, June 19, 2010

My Love Story ~ KCB 1

This is a story.. The one that express the real way of me dreaming of getting the Mr. Right.

I read somewhere about ‘Mencintai kerana Allah’ or ’Loving you because of God’. It was a nice Malay blog entry. I am aiming for that kind of love now. It sounds more pure than romantic love, to me. And this is the real things that happened to me a few days back..

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‘What’s your dream guy like?’ a friend asked me one day while we ride on a bus
I didn’t replied him immediately though (if u know me, thn there's the reason why) , ‘and have you found him?’ he added quickly.

‘Why do you want to know’ I politely asked with a smile.

‘Well, only asking,’ he replied calmly. Then there were silent. The road was wet due to the rain. It was soon before the bus reached my home.

‘Was he like me?’ he then added. He was hinting something, I knew. I’ve been waiting for this moment all this year. And this could be a dream come true, but..

‘My dream guy is,’ I began ‘Someone who can guide me, you know, he leads and I follow,’ Then I paused.



‘I can be the guy,’ He said confidently. (somehow i felt sumthin, a happy one but i never show to him :] )

There was silence again, a long one. The bus finally reached my home. I said goodbyes to him and walked to my front door. I wave before the busaccelerated again. He smiled to me even though I didn’t gave him the answer. He was a nice guy but he couldn‘t be the guy. Because… he too nice

I want to live with a guy who could guide me, so that I can get closer to My Creator. I want a man who can lead as an Imam, in every prayers that we’re gonna do together as married couple. A man who would tell Islamic history as a bed-time-stories to our children in the future. I want a man who’ll read the holly Quran to me, to cheer me every time I’m down. That is my dream guy and before I can meet him, I knew I need to fix myself first.

One beautiful Saturday afternoon, I was at a function (jst follow my parents ) . There were many students all gathered. That’s when I met him. He’s not just decent but he has the characteristic of my dream guy. Every time our eyes met accidentally during the event, he quickly moved away his stare. That convinced me, even more. I knew he’ll be a good amir, a leader of a family. Secretly I prayed: O‘ Allah, I want that kind of guy as a partner in life. At nights before I slept, I thought of going to a place. Somewhere faraway and seemed hard to reach but I knew its reachable. And if possible, I wanted to go there with someone that I loved. I want to go to Jannah (the heaven) with him! I’ll wait here and I know the wait is worthy....



p/s : i Pray meeting with the One that can guide me to the Light of islam and be the best Muslimah
and wait for the next My Love Story- KcB 2. InsyaAllah

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