:: REUNION ::

Everyone that stand :)
credit to : Nadjmi Musa for picture

Teacher and students.. :)

cikgu masih maintain.. :)
rindu cikgu

:: my PBS : Memorable ::

Assalamualaikum wbt. Semua sihat? alhamdulillah.. hari pertam PBS sehingga hari terakhir tak pernah bosan. dengan telatah dua teman lama yang bertemu kembali. tertaut semula ukhwah kami..

nothing much to say except i'm started to miss the moments. Thanks cikgu.

rindu2..

:: Jaja, Aa and Coco : The chick, duckling and crocodile ::

Salam. Alhamdulillah. my PBS went on well eventhough i need to go for check up in the evening. Pretty tired but EXPERINCES are precious right.

And this is a story that i narrate during relief-class for standard 2. It was tell in Malay and the storyline is by my students. i just cut and adapt it a little bit and tell them. Alhamdulillah. The class was under control for 2 periods. Thumbs up :D

__________:: ENGLISH VERSION - translated by me. [sorry for my bad english but i'm learning]______

Once upon a time, there was a chick and a duckling that live in a farm. They were best friends. They were like sisters. In the farm, they were free to do anything. They eat together. They study together.They play together. Everything they did together. They live with smile and laughter everyday.

one day, there are a new member in the neighbourhood. The chick, Jaja and the duckling, Aa make friend with Coco, the crocodile. They want to be like the three masketeers. Always be together and had fun together. Jaja's heart ffluttered because they had more friends now.

but as time pass, Jaja feels like the bond between her and Aa is losen. Aa spent more time with Coco now. When they want to go out of the farm and swim at the lake, Jaja always ask to go with. But Aa refused to take Jaja along. As Jaja could not swim like her and Coco. She afraid about Jaja's safety. so, there went Jaja left at the farm while Aa out having fun with Coco.

"I'll be ok". They'll be back soon and Aa can join me to the park" said Jaja.

In the evening, Aa arrived. And Jaja asked her to join her to the park.

Aa : "Sorry Jaja. I am so tired. Tomorrow okay? "

Jaja : " urm.. Its okay by then. have a good rest Aa. :) "

and that day Jaja play at the park by her own. She play everything and try to cheer herself up. but it ended she's crying at the side of the lake. She cried because she feels lonely. Her best friend are no longer want to befriend with her.She cried and cried until all her tears dried.

then she look upon the lake. " hey, there's a new member. she is like me".. Jaja smiled.

" its not a friend' its my reflection. Oh, i'm so ugly, my mouth is small, my leg is short. no wonder why Aa dont want to be friend with me anymore. Coco is a good looking, kind and caring. I'm just nobody" said Jaja and she continued crying.

The next day, she met Aa.

Jaja : "hye Aa, where were you yesterday? I'm waiting for you at our playground."

Aa : "Owh, sorry. I forgot about it..[feels quilty]. can we make it tomorrow. I promise i'll be there"

Jaja : "Okay."

and it is still the same. Jaja waited for Aa but she never turned up. So, Jaja make her way home.

And on her way home, she saw Aa and Coco were having fun at the lake.They were so happy. Laughing. Till they never realized there was somebody there. watching.  Jaja ran back home. Sad.

In the evening, she met Aa by accident.

Jaja : "hye Aa, where were you? I'm waiting for you at our playground:

Aa : "Owh, sorry. I'm not feeling well today. Uhuk2. [coughing]

Jaja's heart and hope were crashed into pieces. Aa, lied to her. 

"Why? Why did she lied to me?" Jaja questioned herself.

She was so dissappointed. The next day and the day after that, Jaja refused to go out. She stay at home and doing nothing. Actually she was waiting for Aa to come and ask her of how is she. Like she did to do before went Aa is absent and she take all the homework to Aa's home.

====================== TO BE CONTINUE ===========================

:: Thank you ::

When we first talked to each other

I knew we would always be friends.

Our friendship has kept on growing

And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem

And help dry the tears from my face.

You take away my sorrow

And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had

Laughing, joy,

Talking of things, shopping

I guess this is my way of saying thank you

For catching me when I fall.

Thanks once again for being such a good friend

And being here with me through it all.

Thank you for making my day and thank you for everything. Loveyouallwaysmysis.

:: Homesick::

I miss my family and I miss my mom.

"Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah kesembuhan dan kekuatan kepada ibuku" 

sungguh saya rindu rumah. Tak sabar nak balik. Banyak yang terpendam untuk diluahkan. "RINDU".
And yes, only Allah know what's playing in my heart now. I have lots of things to be settle down.

I need to find 'me'. I've lost. I try hard to solve what i'm having now but it come to dead end. T_T

Everyday i try to brave myself to consult to a friend but there's no words that come out. MashaAllah.
The inside 'me'. Be strong.Be brave. I need you to go through this Ramadhan.

Even i'm wearing red, but i dont feel a thing. *ppl said red boost spirit. oh yeah!! But I believe in Allah more. There's no coincidence in life. Everything is His planning for us. He knows the best. Even you're die trying, He give you the best. The one that you need not what you want.. So, ask for Him.

Subhanallah.. :)

Muhasabah la..

And muhasabah is not only about you reflect yourself but it is actually you realize what you've done and correct what was wrong. To be better. so, ask help from your friend to really know what your mistake was. Sometimes they know us better. and friends help us in muhasabah as A good friend will help a friend in need. A friend in need is a friend in deed. :)  Dont be afraid of hurting their heart.

Its is better to tell them the ugly truth rather than cherish them with the beautiful lies..

And a friend who love her/his best friend so much because of Allah will help to take us to a better face in life and closer to Him. InsyaAllah. I love my best friend aka my rumate. Even we're less talking and hoya2 now but i know she will help me. And insyaAllah i'll help her if she give the green light.

dear my rumate :

even sometimes i'm silent is not because i'm angry or not happy,

when i cry is not because i'm sad or depressed, 

it just i need time to muhasabah myself,

i make mistakes in life and in friendship,

i want to be a BFTJ for you and a good muslimah

will you help me in this journey?

nobody's perfect. right? 

Coursework please be nice to me. I want to go back home and help my family. I need them. And Allah, I need you now. And always.

abg, if you're reading this tell mom i'm going back this 9th August. InsyaAllah. :) nanti kita pi berbuka sama-sama ya. tak pun, biar akak yang masak. :)

Tolong tengokk email tu..


p/s : maaf bercampur aduk post ni.

:: tak tahu caranya ::

Ya Allah, tabahkanlah hatiku. 

Kerana aku tidak tahu cara untuk meluahkannya..

Temukanlah daku dengan cara yang hikmah.
Amin.

Mencari apa yang hilang adalah sukar,
mengganti yang hilang adalah mudah,
tapi apa yang hilang dan yang diganti tak kan pernah sama..
kerana masing2 berbeza.

Muhasabah. Memperbaiki diri. ke arah lebih baik.

perkara yg perlu. *_'
untuk kesihatan diri.
tapi bagaimana? tak berhasil dengan usaha sebelah tangan. 

:: Unlock your Heart ::

"And those who strive for Us, We will surely guide them to Our ways. And indeed, Allah is with the doers of good" [29:69] ♥ — 

They are the true BEST FRIEND FOREVER :)
Leeya   ♥ Fats...Fats   ♥ Leeya

Assalamualaikum wbt.  this is the art from my ohana Leeya..
and when i thought about them ofcourse fatsie, schafi,ayn, adeq,tasya, faizah, suhana...banyak yang nak disebut tapi masa singkat jea ni.. hehe.. but for sure i were touched by this friendship

seriously you guys were so cute. I wish i have one that i can share everything like both of you have been.  InsyaAllah, Allah listening to me. :) BFTJ.

And may Allah grant His Love and cheerish both of you.