i hear or listening............??

actually i just want to prove that there are differences btwn hearing and listening so do looking and seeing ....

hehehe... enough story of that... the actual story is abt a vry deadful snake that was killed by a brick. I cant believe while on our way to go back home.... my dad make a sudden stop near his school gate. and asked me to stay in the car.....and of there anythin happened called the ambulans or drive him to the nearst hospital.. pretty scary right.......... i wait..and wait.. and i did saw him tip-toeing near a big vase..(ala untk palm plants kt sklh2).. nk tergelak pn ada bcause i never saw him act like tht.. when i rmmber wht he did tell me earlier, i stop gigling....

out of blues,

I saw him snap on sumthin .. but i stayed till he's in.... i asked him what happened and he show me this.................

Ramadhan ........is HERE again

Alhamdulillah... once again we were given the opportunity by Him to keep doin ibadah..............

Now i'm back................my HOME!! my ROOM!! and my own single bed...hehehe.........
Seriously nothin much to said..... first Ramadhan amt best when my brother and my sister got back.... it goin so fast till tba2 je i heard TV "kini msuklah waktu berbuka bg wilayah P. dan kwsn2 yg swaktu dgnnya"... lpas tu i trus je ada kt meja makan.... excited weee..............

then my dad passed and asked " dah masuk waktu ka?" i told him dah/..... and wrinkle and frown obviously stated there... on his face............... then my lil sis.. say... "akak nih posa klah budak kecik".... mna msuk lg ,lg 10 min la.........

selamat Berbuka dan berpuasa Smua

When I be alone in the morning around 4 am,I think about my friends.They made a lot of memories that will never been forgotten.The memories will remain in our mind but is the friendship will continue?That question is depends on everybody.Some will said that it will be break up because we will never seen each other after the school and some said it continue where ever the person is separated but for me it will continue until last.

things wasnt like what we thought and wasnt smooth like we'd plan....yyyyy???

"day here past very fast "........ does it or does not???

seriously i dont know.... what i know is i cant wait to go back home,,,,,,,,,..
actually i post this post as i really hate to carry the burden anymore.....


":Melayu Mudah Lupa" quotes by Tun Dr Mahathir himself.... and know i know why he say such things...

life in KDRI has been so much*******.......... and i still cnnot accept it........... but each day that i going through is merish by a fake smile and nrdy fc............(*sorry cnnot write fully sentence here)

i think it is my mistake too...as i still amlkn sgla mcm benda tat we learn in my prev school... and in my perception i thought that people cant accept it but i was wrong.... all the kutuk'ing and 'cakp2 blkg i kna,.... even sumtimes i need to do all the works (group work esp English) all by myself............. as they kept giving me excuse tht they think i'm better in tht and they not>>>

haihz... seriously i hate those people that dare not to pull out they swords to go for a war but always kept the white flags high up in the air... weird kan org Melayu nih??? everything that gave benefits to them to make their work easier make they always fight for it even that is wrong... so wrong.............

and 'them' always stay in a comfort zone.............. they seriously dare not to go out from the comfort zne and try to risk sumthin............. (* mat rempit tidak terkira k...........)
even in study only a few 'them' that has the spirit to try to let go the comfrt zne.............. and i really respect these few peoples.....

haihz... as i got class this morning....... jd post nih agk bercmpur2....
at last ... terasa ringan sket all those burden...............




kpd yg terbaca dan yang dh baca ... sorry la terpaksa dengar luahan hati yang dh bercelaru dah penuh nih.............. kk....

dh xnk pikir2 lg abt 'them'/..........

Memories

In a house where the clocks all ticked away
Growing up, and so unsure of what to say
Memories at the speed of light
Going through their circle of life
Created now, only to grow old and die

Time passes by, we'll never know
Time passes by, we we won't let go
No matter how we try
These days will pass us by
So take time to slow down and watch them go

In a town where you once wished to runaway
And now somehow you kind of wish that you could stay
You won't let go of days like these
For fear of fading memories
But don't forget the chance tomorrow brings

Time passes by, we'll never know
Time passes by, we we won't let go
No matter how we try
These days will pass us by
So take time to slow down and watch them go

In hearts dead memories can live once more
From every inside joke, to every heart that we once wore
Laughs we've had and tears we've cried
Times we've failed and times we've tried
Times we won and knew we'd be alright

Time passes by, we'll never know
Time passes by, we we won't let go
No matter how we try
These days will pass us by
So take time to slow down and watch them go

So take time to slow down and watch them go







p/s: actually benci gile bila dpt emel yg u bg..tp syg untk dideletekn jd i post it here...dont blame me as u make me cry ...........waaa

Sad Love Stories

Someone left us with unanswered questions, we move on thinking we will find true love someday. We always dream of making him look forward to spending time with us, and think about us when we are not around. I wish i had put into his heart that i am the perfect woman for him. Someday i hope you will have a loving relationship with your guy. That you will be able to create a strong and long-term relationship with him.

I realized i made a lot of mistakes. I always said to myself that there are no secrets to keep guys interested in me. I just want to be myself all the way long. And he will love me no matter what i say and do. I thought he will always be interested in me.
He is now with someone who really knows how to love him.

KATA Orang Diam itu Emas. Lalu aku memilih emas....

Menanti Nur Ramadhan..........

Alhamdulillah...

Malam nisfu Sya'aban sedang dilalui penuh fadilat dan berkat...

Penuh nikmat dan lazat....

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Moga amalan kami diterima Yang Khalik...

Moga hajat kami didengar dan diperkenan....

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Yaasin satu...

Panjangkan umur kami kerana ibadat kepadaMu

Amiiiin...

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Yaasin dua...

Kurniakan kami rezeki yang halal dan banyak untuk bekal ibadat kepadaMu

Amiiiin...

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Yaasin tiga...

Tetapkanlah iman kami Rabbi

Amiiiin...

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Ramadhan al Mubarak

Rinduku semakin sarat....

Moga sempat menghirup berkahmu.....

XD.......

Alhamdulillah..........everything goes well even Mr Mhd Eddy congratulates us because had managed to held such a big event ....................... even we still doin foundation here...............we manage to prove him that we still can do BETTER....................hehehe

k......la....... i'm just to exhausted to write................... kee on cntinuing visit my page........ maybe tomorrow , tomorrow after tomorrow and so on.......... i'll write abt the whole things...................

tha Bad and the Worst////////////..........

first time xperience..............

hoho........ actually it might be a first time experience for me.........
penganjuran futsal ... at Sports Planet Gong Badak ... the largest futsal centre in Pantai timur... my frens la yg kta......... i nvr been there pn.........hehehe

bila dh kna camni, kna isi itu,ini..... jumpa org itu...org ini..... kna call sna sini...... ish2 x sangka agk penat..........*mmg penat sesangat.......

teringat lak time kt skolah dlu2... esp fats and schafi la............... nyesal x cuba buat dlu... Luckily i Have u guys!! as a role model........XD THANKS......... LOVE U Guys.. hahaha............

skang nih bru tahu bknnya mudah nk handle sesuatu esp such a big event............ this morning i went to meet Pengarah................. asking for some financial support * sponsorship la sket..for the project......... as a new students...... u know hwi was looks like............. LOST........hahaha ..........this morning....... in the Pengarah's room........ A lot of question that been asked......... why this and why that,.......... bnyk juga yg i kelentong sbb time is running out.... it's goin to be held this coming sunday evening. Wif the transportation, foods, drinks and many more........................ hahahaha......

bru tau btapa pnatnya diorang nk handle such this Things dlu..........


a credit to all my Uninety Frens esp those who that make every program and project a successful one and the one that i still had had in my heart foreva........

i do really miss our time in Langkawi.............. now i just realize the drama that i used to play there ...... a faked smile............ a happy stree-free mind......,I
not only that... now i'm in the phase try to suit myself in KDRI * still rolling the films of the drama here... like i used to in Langkawi..... huhuhu.. the hardest part is my classmates are difficult to be understood.......... sumtimes it's Ok if i yoya..yoya..... speaking out loud.......... * just like Schafi did( but i like her..and now i really miss time in class.........now boring gile nk g klass sbb klass nih amt senyap)...........

Hopefully this project will get the bond closer..........or if not it is hard for me to continue the drama anymore.............................. i hate to act.. but i need too.......... till now Hope still the best la.....

*apa yg aku merepek nih...........ish2 lambatnye nk maghrib............... dh lapar nih

Wish me !LUCk!!

keHIduPAn..........

Kesenangan yang datang tak akan selamanya
begitulah selepas susah ada kesenangan
seperti selepas malam datangnya siang
oleh itu waktu senang jang lupa daratan

Gunakan kesempatan untuk kebaikan
sebelum segalanya terlepas dari genggaman
kelak menyesal nanti tak berkesudahan
apa guna sesalan hanya menekan jiwa

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan
kelak membawa putus asa pada Tuhan
Ingatlah biasanya kabus x berpanjangan
setelah kabus berlalu pasti cerah kembali

Ujian adalah tarbiah dari Allah
apakah kita akan sabar atau sebaliknya
kesenangan yang datang selepas kesusahan
semuanya adalah nikmat dari Tuhan...............


lagu nih sedikit sebanyak membantu aku dalam menempuhi hari2 yang kian mencabar,........ ramai teman2 ku menanyakan mengapa aku mengambil profesion ini....... "x mencabar langsung n x glamor" itulah yang selalunya diucapkan kepada aku.........
masalahnya sekarang aku sudah menetapkan seluruh jiwa dan ragaku ke dalam profesion ini.

Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan dalam menempuhi segala ujian dan dugaan dariMU...........

Pesanan ntuk wanita

1. Jaga solat pada awal waktu. Kalau datang
haid sekalipun jika tidak dapat
solat, kena duduk atas tikar sembahyang
supaya anak tidak lihat kita meninggalkan solat.

2. Hidupkan Bacaan Hadis Nabi saw di rumah
dengan keluarga. Dianjur baca Hadis Fadhilat Amal.

Ini amalan sahabiah zaman Nabi saw sehingga dari
rumahkita keluar anak-anak yg soleh yg mendoakan
kesejahteraan kedua ibubapa
dunia/akhirat.

3. Baca Al Quran setiap hari walaupun hanya
8 ayat. Kalau tak mampu nak
baca kerana terlalu sibuk, cukup dengan
mencium Al Quran dan muhasabah ‘Ya
Allah, apa dosa saya hingga saya tak dapat
nak baca kitab Mu pada hari
ini."

4. Mendidik anak secara Islam. Mengajar
anak-anak dari kecil bermula dengan
doa-doa masnun.Iaitu doa seharian Nabi saw
saperti doa tidur, bangun
tidur, makan dan sebagainya.

5. Hidup sederhana dengan tidak
membebankan suami. Setiap hari malaikat
akan menghantar 500 jambangan bunga dari
syurga untuk wanita yg hidup
sederhana. Setiap titisan air masakan dan
basuhan mereka akan menjadi
zikir mohon keampunan kepada Allah swt atas
wanita tersebut.

6. Galak suami untuk bermujahadah atas
Agama Allah. Seorang isteri y g
menggalakan suaminya untuk solat berjemaah
di Masjid/Surau akan dapat pahala

berjemaah suaminya termasuk solat
dia sendiri.

Mudahan-mudahan ulasan ringkas ini
bermanfaat.Muzakarahlah bersama teman
wanita lain supaya hakikat amalan ini masuk
dalam hati kita dan mudah nak
amalkan.

the sky is getting darker n darker....... wow.... awan ujan besar gile................cnfirm thre will be a rainy storm.......... one things tht afraid .. is my campus is near the beach so we might hv there extreme one.............

Hydrogen ?? and Nitrogen??

seriously the issues of H1N1 has bcme pendemic to whole country right now.... even my campus too.. we still wait for the notice .. for the campus to closed................

even the nearest UMT is now closed...and the U is only 15 km frm my campus... OMG....
my mum always called me everyday to ask hw was i>> as i easily tends to fall sick..............