Life just Isnt...

hye there.. this is what i've been promise you.. a promise is a promise.. and i keep my word... LIFE spelled with a capital..

 

I woke up this morning with a heavy heart. From what i've heard from a friend that somebody had stabbed my back. and its hurt . dragging my injured heart..i went to get ready for my plan, i accidentally slammed the drawer.. and then my journal fell off the top of the dresser and its content spilled all over the floor. As i knelt down to pick it up, one of the sheets of paper that had fallen out caught my eye. but it is not a paper. it is a scrappin  paper with all my memories photo with friends. and then i saw a pict of us..

and then..here i am. sitting infront of the lappy writin this...

 

LIFE ...

         Life isnt about keeping score..

Its not about how many people call you and its not about who you've dated.. 

 

or texting your only beloved boyfriend/girlfriend..to wish or asked either he/she already ate or not. :P

it isnt about which girl/guy likes you. :P. 

 

Life also isnt about if you have a best friend or lots of friends, or if you are alone, 

 

and its not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. 

Experience did teach me that life just isnt all about that.

 

 

             BUT.. 

life is about who you love and who you hurt..

 

Its about how you feel about yourself. Its about trust, happiness and compassion. 

 

Its about sticking up for your friends and replace inner hate with love. 

 

Life is about avoiding jeolousy.. bknnye mnmbahkan 'pHD'.overcoming ignorance and building confidence. 

 

Its about what you say and what you mean. not keepin your mouth shut and do the 'face'..

its about seing people for who they are and not what they have.

 

Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that we could never have been archieved before. 

 

 

p/s : but why not we just jumping out to asked how are friends are, family... texting or even call them.. owh.. now i miss my friend, and my brother...